Tuesday, December 19, 2017
Hello,
I am back to post again..
Depression can be so dammit scary to take away life without much warning.
I guess everyone in the world would like to be appreciated accordingly.. but most people just take things for granted..
I do admit I do take things for granted, but this doesn't mean I am useless..
And I have been feeling useless for quite some time now even since things happen within such short notice and etc...
How I wish life can be simple and more heart-warming for all..
Why did the world become so distorted and every facts seems so unrealistic...?
I pray sincerely for all these chaos to stop and may everything goes back to normal..
How I wish that life can be more humane and simple.. without too much complications..
Now I really don't know how to keep on looking around while moving on with life..
Feel that life is really getting more and more meaningless..
But yet one thing is I fear of death and do not have the guts to end it once and for all..
Plus doing so, I feel like I let even more people down, especially my family... my mum who went through the pain to bring me to this world..
7:24 PM