Sunday, December 17, 2017
Hello, it has been so long since I posted..
I really do miss the time I vent my feelings here without having to fear about how people will judge me, because you can choose not to read what I posted..
It has been frustrating and chaotic for me for the past few months..
So many things happen all at one go which makes me feel really tired..
I really wonder why are things so complicated, and why cant things be simpler for all..
I do know that it's not easy to be human, but I didn't know it has been so hard...
Is being simple-minded really stupid? Why does all those tricks and schemes so scary when the person looks so nice and decent in your eyes?
Is it true that there is really a devil in everyone? If that's the case, where's the angel as well??
Kill be the demon and devil in us?
Reality is cruel due to the fact that all living human are always willing to put others in misery in order to survive..
I do note that survival is important, but does that means you jus abandon all the other values in life?
Now I cant wait to just let things really passed and I shall move on from there totally..
Maybe this time I do learn a lesson which really leave a deep scar in my mind and heart which I can never forget..
Human nature is being put into test again and I see how they fail again.
Maybe I really should learn how to think badly of anyone, before I think of anything good about them..
I am glad I did manage to know one or two nice friend for now..
But how long will the goodness lasts will be the next thing I have to look into.
Everything changes and human nature is no exception.
Hope one day we can see more angels in life to provide a better place for future generation.. or else the world will get more and more ugly which will make people think, why bring those child to earth for them to suffer more in the future, isn't it?
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