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Friday, December 16, 2016
Hi.. I am back to post some thoughts of mine..
In summary.. jus wanna type out some feelings as a way to release some stress? Hhahahhahas~!!!
Well welll welllll... I guess I just find life kinda too boring and bland whereby I am looking out for some fun..However, nothing seem to really attract my attention somehow..
The one I am longing for has no time for me.. he is in his own big big world and I am merely just a friend.. an annoying friend maybe??
But I am trying to just live the way I used to before he comes into my life.. But when changes take place, it means it already happen and it cannot be undone so easily isnt it?
But yet I have to force myself to accept this change then after that ignore the fact that the change has actually taken place.. What logic is this srsly?
Due to this change, now I am being mean to everyone around me somehow.. including myself... cos when I am mean to those ard me, I hate myself for it srsly...
I hate how I ignore the care and concern at times cos I got too fustrated with all the blaming on myself somehow.
Yet at the same time, who can I blame when I am not willing to share this to them cos I sort of wanna keep things the way it is.. whereby there is no blame on him or myself in a way.. I hope I am making the right decisions somehow.. But my attitude srsly need alot of reflection... I hate the way that I sort of getting worse and more worse..
Hwaiting to myself and hope everything will turns out right as time goes by~~!!!!!
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