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Monday, December 22, 2014
Hi All,
I am back to post after so damn long...
Well, I post whenever I am down or I suddenly realized something I guessed.
Hmmmm... I don't know how correct I am but for now all I know is that I feel like so alone to deal with things and etc.
Now come to think about it, I am always trying to see the mood of people and try to make them smile and etc when they are down or unhappy.. listen to them attentively when they feel that they have suffered injustice.
So now, who does that for me?
Who try to make an effort to make me smile when I am upset and etc?
Who try to really listen and understand what I want when I feel lost and alone.?
The answer is NO ONE... Seriously no one..
Even for my mum and grandma whom I am closest to, I can't really rely on them when I am feeling down, upset or lost.
Thats when I feel like I am so damn extra on this earth..
Everyone around me finds their happiness so damn easily while no matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to really find mine..
I feel life is just so damn unfair..
But what to do, we are all just puppets in life with all the GODs making all the decisions and destiny for us without us approving anot to it..
Just because they are GOD, we can do nothing to go against the decisions made.. Just like in ancient time when the emperor is the one who can make all the decisions.. but still can he go against the GOD even if he got the power to make the decisions for the others under him?
Thats how life is.. PATHETIC..
3:18 PM