Tuesday, March 1, 2011
DID I REALLY MAKE A WRONG DECISION?
WHY DID I EVEN AGREE TO MEET HER TO TALK THINGS OUT?!
I AM NOT READY ATT ALL...
I AM NOT AS STRING AS I THINK I AM..
I AM JUS A COWARD WHO DARE NOT FACE THE FACT THAT SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND WHO HAVE BETRAYED MII!!!!
I CANT IMAGINE WHAT SHE WILL TEL MII AND I DUNNO HOW TO FACE HER...
I DUN WAN TO LOSE HER AS A FRIEND BUT YET I AM UNABLE TO FORGIVE HER FOR THE PAIN SHE HAVE INFLICTED ON MII...
I KNOW HER SINCE PRI SCH...
I REALLY NV IMAGINE A DAY LIKE THIS WILL EVER COME AND NOW I AM TOTALLY AT LOSS...
I DUN WANNA FACE HER AT ALL...
I RATHER JUS STAY THE WAY I AM NOW AND JUS IGNORE HER...
I DUN WAN HEAR ANYTHNG....
I DUN WAN MORE PAIN...
I WAN TO HEAL...
I WAN MY HEART TO JUS STOP BLEEDING...
I WAN TO BE GOOD TO MYSELF...
I DUN WAN ANY EXPLANATION ABT Y THE PAIN IS CAUSED!
HOW I WISH NTH EVER HAPPEN AT ALL..
I DUN WAN MY FRIENDS TO SEE MII LIKE THIS..
IT PAINS MII TOO..
Y DID SHE DO IT IN THE 1ST PLACE WHEN SHESAYS SHE KNOW MII WELL AND SHE KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES.....
AM I JUS THAT UNIMPORTANT IN HER HEART?
THEN WHAT AM I????
I REALLY FEEL DAMN PAIN....
I AM IN PAIN...
WHO KNOWS THE PAIN??
I THINK I NV LEARN MY LESSON AT ALL...
I AM BETRAYED B4 AND NOW I AM BETRAYED AGAIN...
Y???
AM I SUCH A LOUSY FRIEND TO BE WITH..?
A FRIEND WHO DUN DESERVE TO BE TRUSTED...?
A FRIEND WHO IS JUS A FOOL?
A FRIEND MEANT TO BE BETRAYED WHEN NO LONGER IN USE??
I REALLY FEEL ABANDONED..
THOUGH I KNOW I STILL GOT OTHER FRIENDS BUT THE POINT IS I KNOW HER FOR SO LONG AND I JUS NV EXPECT THINGS TO BE LIKE THIS!!!!
HOW TO TRUST PPL FROM NOW ON??
WHAT IS TRUST???
WHAT IS FRIENDS?
HOW TO TELL WHO IS TRUE TO MII AND WHO IS NOT??
I AM TIRED ALR...
I DUN WAN TO BE TREATED THIS WAY ANYMORE...
I REALLY DAMN TIRED OF ALL THESE NONSENSES....
AND NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO HATE SOMEONE WHO U TRULY CARE FOR!
12:02 AM