Sunday, January 2, 2011
HIHI~~!! BACK TO POST AGAIN ABT MY DAY TDY!!
HAHAHS.. ACTUALLY NOT MUCH ABT MY DAY TDY BUT INSTEAD MORE ABT MY FEELING..LOLS..
ACTUALLY YTD TALKING ABT THE TOPIC, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN FEELING EMO LIKE SIAO RECENTLY...AND YET I CANT EXPRESS TO ANYONE AT HOME..
THUS, I CAN ONLY EXPRESS HERE AT MY BLOG!
SIGH~~!
TALKING ABT EMO...
YTD I CHAT WITH A FRIEND OF MINE ON MSN...
I FEEL THAT SHE IS RIGHT ABT SOMETHING!
SHE EMO FOR IDOL BUT FOR MII IS OTHER PPL..BUT SOMETIMES, I EMO FOR THE SAKE OF EMO NIA..
I FEEL THAT I AM ALWAYS PUTTING ON A FRONT THAT MAKE MII THINK I AM FINE BUT IN ACTUALLY FACT, AM I REALLY FINE??
THIS I ALSO DUNNO..
TO MII, I AM SOUL-LESS DE..
I AM QUITE NUMB TO FEELING COS SOME FEELING JUS HURTS THAT MAKES MII WANNA REFRAIN FROM FEELING IT..
I KNOW THAT IS PART AND PARCEL OF LIFE BUT I AM JUS NOT AS STRONG AS WHAT PPL THINK I AM!
Y MUST U ALL JUDGE MII INSTEAD OF UNDERSTANDING MII???!!!
I HATE IT WHEN PPL JUS JUDGE MII!!
WHO LIKE PPL TO JUDGE THEM??
I HAVE BEEN FEELING ALONE ALWAYS..
THUS I FIND IT HARD TO RELATE MYSELF TO OTHERS ABT MYSELF COS I AM ONLY USED TO BEING ALONE AND TALK TO MYSELF SOMETIMES..
TO MANY PPL, I MAY BE ABNORMAL TO TALK TO MYSELF BUT WHO ELSE CAN I RELATE MY STUFF TO??
I CANT RELATE MUCH TO ANYONE!!
COS THEY JUS LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY THEN ALL THEY REPLY MII IS THOSE JUDGING COMMENTS!
I HATE IT!!! I HATE IT TTM!!!
I DUN LIKE IT!!!
SOMETIMES I WANNA BE ALONE BUT SOMETIME WHEN I NEED SOME1 BY MY SIDE, NO ONE WAS THERE...
WHO KNOW HOW HELPLESS I AM?
WHO EVER TRY HIDING AT ONE CORNER OF THE HOUSE AND JUS CRY ON UR OWN?
WELL, THATS MII!!
COS I JUS COULDNT FIND ANYONE I CAN TALK TO WHEN I AM FEELING ALONE AND HELPESS..!
SIGH..I SHALL END HERE BAH..
(I AM TYPING ALL THESE TO VENT MY FUSTRATION ONLY! U CAN READ IT OR JUS CLICK ON THE CROSS AND CLOSE IT..!)
TILL HERE...BE BACK SOON!! :)))
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