Sunday, January 16, 2011
BACK TO POST!
NOW I FEEL THAT IN FRONT OF PPL I CAN SMILE BUT WHEN I SMILE, Y DO I STILL FEEL BITTER IN MY HEART?
WHAT IS EXACTLY GOING ON INSIDE MII?
I REALLY WAN AN ANS THAT WILL ALLOW MII MOVE ON BUT ISNT THE ANS GIVEN??
OR DID I ASK FOR A WRONG ANS?
OMG!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH MI???
I AM SICK AND TIRED ALR..
WHAT DO I NEED TO DO IN ORDER TO FEEL BTR???
WHY CANT I SEEM TO FEEL ANY BTR AT ALL??
WTF~!
I HATE IT!!
IT TOTALLY SUCKS...
JUS LIKE HOW SUCKY I AM!!!
I DUN WANNA BE SUCKY BUT IS NOT EASY AT ALL...
I FEEL LIKE DYING BUT I JUS DUN HAVE THE GUTS...
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO???
WHY ON EARTH IS THERE ALL THOSE NONSENES THAT JUS LET PPL FEEL DAMN STRESS, SAD,EMO AND ETC..
CANT MY LIFE BE FILLED WITH MORE HAPPINESS??
ACTUALLY I DUN THINK I CAN BE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS AT ALL COS MY LIFE IS JUS ALL IN A MESS AND COMPLICATED...
PLUS, I HATE MYSELF TOO MUCH TO ALLOW MYSELF TO HAVE ANY HAPPINESS...
TEH SLIGHTEST HAPPINESS MAKES MII FEEL DAMN IRRITATED WITH MYSELF AS I DUN DESERVE IT..
BUT YET AT THE SAME TIME, I AM GREEDY AND HUNGER FOR THESE HAPPINESS...
SO I JUS WONDER THEN Y DID I CHOOSE TO COME TO THIS WORLD..
I SHOULD HAVE SAY I DUN WAN COME WHEN MY MUM ASK MII WHILE I AM STILL IN HER STOMACH, NOT BORN YET...
Y DID I SAY I WANNA COME???
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