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HELLO!!!~~~
I AM BACK TO PST AGAIN TO UPDATE MY BLOG...
SIGH...

I FEEL SO DAMN EMO AGAIN...!
ARGHHH!
WHEN CAN I STOP EMO-ING??

I FEEL THAT AS CHINESE NEW YEAR GETS NEARER AND NEARER DAY BY DAY...
I GET MORE AND MORE STRESS PLUS I REALLY DUNNO Y I GOT THIS DAMN BAD FEELING THAT MY COUSINS AND I ARE GONNA BE MORE AND MORE DISTANT!
I DUN WAN THAT TO HAPPEN...
BUT IT SEEMS LIKE I AM PARTLY AT FAULT FOR IT BUT WHAT U EXPECT MII DO?
FORGIVE THAT PERSON??
WELL, I REALLY CANT!!!
I JUS CANT BRING MYSELF TO DO THAT AND I NOW FEEL DAMN PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF AND I AM JUS TOTALLY LOST...


WHAT SHOULD I DO TO FEEL BETTER???
I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO MAKE MYSELF TO FEEL BTR!!!
HOW I WISH I AM NOT EVEN BORN INTO THIS WORLD...
WHY AM I BORN???
BUT WHAT'S DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE!
SO WHAT CAN I DO NOW??
I AM LOSING FAITH AND PATIENCE IN MYSELF...
I HATE MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY...
I DUN LIKE THE FACT THAT SUCH PERSON LIKE MII IS BORN AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM CAUSING UNHAPPINESS TO PPL AND MYSELF TOO....
I DOUBT MY EXISTENCE EVER BRING HAPPINESS TO ANYONE IN MY LIFE...

I REALLY DUNNO WHY WE PPL ALWAYS NEED TO SUFFER FOR NTH AND Y THE HELL ARE WE HUMAN CREATED?
FOR CHAOS? FOR ENTERTAINMENT???
WELL, IF IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT, THEN WHATS THE ENTERTAINMENT??
I REALLY DUNNO Y I JUS FEEL LIKE I AM DAMN USELESS AND I DUN FEEL ANY VALUE IN MII TO LIVE ON...

BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, I AM JUS TOO SCARE TO JUS GO DIE...
NOW U KNOW WHY I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH COS I AM JUS A COWARD AND WHAT I CAN DO IS JUS BLOG IN THIS LITTLE SPACE I HAVE FOR MYSELF...!
I THINK THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN VENT MY EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS WITHOUT HAVING TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING...
THOSE WHO DUN WANNA READ CAN JUS F*** OFF AND PUT UR CURSOR TO THE CROSS THERE TO CLOSE IT....

SIGH...
I HOPE I CAN BE MORE HAPPIER!!!
BUT IT JUS SEEM SO HARD...
THE LAST TIME I SMILE AND LAUGH IN A VERY HAPY MANNER IS LIKE DUNNO HOW MANY YEARS AGO LE...
NOW ALL MY SMILES AND LAUGHTERS SEEMS LIKE IT HAS NO MEANING..
ANYTHING CAN MAKE MII LAUGH IF U WAN MII TO LAUGH..
AND HOW I MISS MYSELF WHEN I AM YOUNG AND NAIVE MII!
I MISS THOSE MII WHO IS MORE CAREFREE AND INSTEAD OF NOW,
I AM IN A DAMN MESS NOW AND I FEEL LIKE I AM LIVING FOR NOTHING!
OR MAYBE NOT NOTHING BUT FOR MY LOVED ONES...

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