Thursday, January 20, 2011
HELLO~!
I AM BACK TO POST..
SORRY FOR THE DELAY AS I HAVE BEEN BUSY WITH WORK...
HEHEEHS...
BUT I AM TRYING MY BEST TO BLOG EACH AND EVERYDAY LE...
HEHEHHEHEHES..
WELL WELL WELL..
I AM NOW DAMN SCARE ABT MY ITALIAN TEST THAT IS TMR...
DAMMN SCARE I WILL DO BADLY AGAIN..
MY PREVIOUS TEST I FAILED ALR...
ARGHHHH!!!.
SO SAD AND IT KINDA PISS MII IFF THAT DAY WHEN I GET MY TEST RESULT COS I AM ANGRY ABT OTHER STUFF LE AND THIS BLOW COME RIGHT NEXT....
ARGHHH!! THINK ABT IT MAKES MII FEEL KINDA ANNOYED AGAIN...
LOLS...
NVM
I SHALL TALK ABT OTHER STUFFFFFSSSSSSS...
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHS...
WELL WELL, I HAVE BEEN FEELING QUITE FINE NOW AND I GOT A PROB WITH MYSELF ABIT STILL...
COS I DUNNO Y..
I AM ALWAYS JUS DAMN UNHAPPY ABT MYSELF...
I FEEL LIKE IT IS A MISTAKE THAT I WAS BORN INTO THIS WORLD...
I DUN WANNA BE IN THIS WORLD BUT FOR THE SAKE OF MY LOVED ONES I HAVE GOT TO ENDURED...
SIGH...HARD LIFE..
I WONDER Y WE MUST ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE PPL HAPPY AND WHEN WE DO THAT, WE SEEM TO SUFFER WHEN WE SOMETIMES JUS FORGOT TO THINK FOR OURSELVES...?
OTHER THAN THAT, NOW I KINDA FEAR ABT CHINESE NEW YEAR THAT IS COMING SOON...
I DUNNO Y TOO..
I LAST TIME ALWAYS WANTES NEW YR TO COME FAST BUT NOT ANYMORE...
NOW I DUN LIKE TO HANG OUT WITH MY COUSINS MUCH MAYBE COS OF THE SOMEONE( NOT TO BE NAMED)...
I DIDNT MEAN TO BE BAD BUT THE CONFLICT BTW US IS JUS TOO COMPLICATED TO BE EXPLAINED...
OR MAYBE IS JUS MY PART THAT MAKES THE SITUATION BAD AND I JUS DUNNO WHAT ELSE TO DO OTHER THAN TO JUS IGNORE...
I DUN WANNA GET MYSELF INTO THE CASE WHEREBY I AM THE ONE WHO WILL BE THE ONE SUFFERING IN THE END...
SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL THAT THINGS CHANGE DAMN FAST..
IT CAN EITHER DISAPPEAR OR JUS APPEAR IN FRONT OF U JUS LIKE THAT...
IRONIC ISNT IT?
HOW COME FEELINGS AND RELATIONSHIPS CAN JUS COEM AND GO AS THEY WISH AND AS THEY WANT?
WHEN U HAVE GOT A FEELING FOR SOMEONE, HOW CAN IT CHANGE SO DRASTICALLY OVERNIGHT??
I FEEL SO PUZZLED BUT ALL THESE?
BUT WELL, IT HAPPEN TO MII AND I STILL DUNNO WHY...
MAYBE COS MY SCIENCE JUS SUCKS..
LOLS..
WELL, I SHALL END HERE BEFORE I GO BERSEK AGAIN AS WHEN I TYPE, IT END TO THINK ALOT..
LOLS..
BAD HABIT ISNT IT??
OR MAYBE NOT??
HAHHAHAS.
1:46 AM