Thursday, January 6, 2011
HELLO~~!!
BACK TO POST SO LATE..
YTD THANKS TO MY KPO-NESSSSS!!! I SEE STH WHICH ONLY MAKE MYSELF GOT PISS OFF!!
STUPID ISNT IT??
SIGH...
I KINDA HATE THE FACT THAT I AM LOSING SOMEONE WHOM I AM DAMN CLOSE TO LAST TIME AND I TOTALLY DUN GET IT WHY MYSELF..
LIKE WHAT I TWEET ON MY OWN TWITTER.. I FEEL THAT MAYBE IS JUS MY FAULT..
I DID NOT DO MY PART WELL BAH..
AND NOW THE FACT THAT I FEEL DISGUSTED BY HER.. IS IT ABIT TOO FAR FOR MII TO DO THAT??
I MEAN, I DID TRY TO STOP DOING THAT BUT SOMETIME EVEN THE MENTION OF HER ONLY I FEEL DAMN IRRITATED..
ALOT OF PPL DUN UNDERSTAND Y I DID THAT, BUT I KNOW MYSELF CLEARLY AND SOMETIME IT JUS HARD TO EXPLAIN STUFF TO PPL ( ESP WHEN THEY JUS CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE...)
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!
I HATE THE FACT THAT SHE CAN ACTUALLY INFLUENCE MII...
BUT IT JUS THAT..
CAN U IMAGINE SOMEONE U R SO CLOSE TO SOMEONE... AND IT IS JUS ABIT HARD TO JUS IGNORE THAT PERSON SO EASILY!!!!
I AM TRYING HARD IN ORDER TO PROTECT MYSELF FORM GETTING HURT!!!
I FEEL DAMN ANNOYED WITH MYSELF FOR BEING FDAMN INDECISIVE!!!
I ALWAYS THOUGHT I AM QUITE DECISIVE DE..BUT WHEN DID I BECOME LIKE THIS???
OMG!!!!!! HATE IT TTM!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
HOPE TO GET OVER IT SOON!!!!
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