Friday, December 31, 2010
HELLO!!!
HERE TO POST AGAIN!!
NOW WAITING IN A QUITE SAD MOOD FOR THE NEW YEAR TO COME!
I DUNNO Y.. IT SHOULD BE A HAPPY OCCASION BUT IT SEEM DAMN SAD FOR MII..
FOR QUITE A LONG TIME I HAVE BEEN FEELING QUITE UNHAPPY AND I DUNNO HOW LONG I NV REALLY LAUGH/SMILE LE...
THE OLDER I GROW, THE MORE HARD IT IS FOR MII TO SMILE..AND LAUGH...
TO MII, I FEEL THAT NOW THERE IS NTH MUCH FOR MII TO FEEL HAPPY ABOUT..SOMETIME I DUN EVEN KNOW IF I AM REALLY HAPPY AND HOW LONG THE HAPPINESS WILL LAST AT ALL!!!
AM I TOO GREEDY???
MAYBE I AM BUT ALL I WANT IS CONCERNS FROM MY FRIENDS AND ALL!!
I HAVE BEEN FEELING LEFT OUT AND I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR MII..
THE FEELING OF MII BEING LEFT OUT IS REALLY SUCKY!!
I FEEL LIKE MAKING MYSELF MORE VISIBLE IN FRONT OF THE PPL I SINCERELY CARED FOR!
BUT THE PROBLEM IS HOW??
SIGH!!
THIS PROBLEM NV SEEM TO BE ABLE TO BE SOLVED AT ALL AND INSTEAD IT HAS GOT WORSENED TOTALLY!!
I HATE THIS WORLD AND MYSELF!! I HATE TO BE IN THIS WORLD!!
I HATE BEING INVISIBLE!! I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THOSE NONSENES!!
I DUN WAN TO BE LIKE THIS AND YET I AM NOW GETTING MORE AND MORE WORSE..
HOW I WISH I HAVE NEVER COME TO THIS WORLD TO BRING SO MUCH MISERY TO OTHERS AND MYSELF!!
CHRISTINE!!!!!!!!! U SUCKS TTM!!
HOW I WISH I CAN JUS VANISH FROM THIS WORLD WHICH I THINK DUN BELONG TO MII ANY LONGER!
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