Monday, July 19, 2010
HAHAS, I am back to post le. and btw, I now feel better le.
HEHES. though still not in a very good condition yet! LOLS.
well, nvm. skip the topic.
I now having P2 le and I feel damn stress cos I feel that I am sort of alone now with no one who is willign to even talk to mii much.
I suddenly feel damn loner and what can I do?
am I very irritating or what?
maybe I am just so stupid and they just dun like stupid people cos no matter what, I am now a 100% stupid person.
I wanna try hard and prove them wrong but like what harith ask mii b4, where is my motivation?
what is it?
this is sth I also dunno myself.
I really feel like am I even worth to be born in this world in the 1st place.
I was told that when I am in my mum's womb, I was asked if I wanted to come to this ugly world and I kicked my mum as a reply that I wanted. How i regret it.
I really hope that I am not born to be a burden to anyone and a stupid person who let my parents down.
I feel that I am such a letdown and disgrace to everyone.
Now I really dunno how to carry on this journey of my life and I just dunno what to do now?
In my memory, I was one told that I am really a smart girl but now, in everyone's eye and mind, I am just a stupid idiot who know nth at all. And a stupid person who dont deserve anything including friendship.
Now I am just alone to face evrything?
AM I?
8:41 PM