Sunday, July 25, 2010
Hello!
Here to blog again le. hehes.
I now feel damn sian and I like so easily get tired now lor.
Dunno why also sia
LOLS.
Hahas.
Well, I miss my friends and I sort of feel out of place still in class and I dunno how to shorten the gap sia.
Am I thinking too much?
But the thing is that is what I feel la.
Sigh~ I feel so stress up cos I really got no idea what to do in order to gain further approvement from them and I really dun wish to be a burden to anyone too.
I hate the fact that I am actually say to be burden and a stupid person who dun deserve anyone to be my friend.
However, I also cant really live much without a single friend.
No matter how strong I may be, but I need friend still.
I now like a kid who is lack of security and I hate the way I am now.
But what else can I do?
I really got no idea what to do and I damn scare I will become a burden to my friends.
I wanna to be of help but I really scare to be a burden still.
I feel damn scare and insecure to an extent that I now feel really damn scare that I will lose everyone I really treasure. I dunno what else can I do to assure that they will not abandon mii who is so stupid.
I really wanna prove the person who says that wrong but how?
does doing well for P2 really help?
8:40 PM