Tuesday, July 20, 2010
HELLO! here to post again.!
damn sian~ and I am now still emotionally unstable la. I dun like it this way and I feel that I am getting more and more sensitive to evrything around mii and I find that I am getting more and more worse as I tend to cry when I am alone now. I am really scare that I am a burden to people and I am trying hard to let go le. however, it does not seemt o work and I feel really stress about it. and I now damn scare about losing my friends yet I also dunno what I can do to let them stay.
I am now at a lost and it seems that there is no one can lead mii out of this scary nightmare and I really hope that it will end asap.
But the point now is how to end it fast?
my wound is not recovering too plus I think by the time I recover, I would have really lose a lot and I think I will break down again if I lost again after the sad thing that I am having a emotional obstacles now right before mii whereby I dunno what to do.
Help!!!
I really hate myself more and more now.!
8:51 PM