Friday, July 16, 2010
TO ME, NOW I REALLY FEEL DAMN IRRITATED WHEN I HEAR THE WORD STUPID.
TO ME, IT IS A CRIME TO SAY THIS WORD AGAIN AND IT TOTALLY SUCKS TO THE CORE. I HATE THIS WORD.
IT IS DAMN UPSETTING AND IT IS THE MOST SERIOUS CRIME EVR FOR ME.
I HATE THE FACT THAT IT CAN ACTUALLY CAUSE A SCAR WHICH CAN LAST FOREVER AND IT CAN NEVER SEEM TO DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE.
WHY CANT STUPID PEOPLE BE APPRECIATED IN OTHER WAY IN TERM OF THEIR OTHER TALENT AND PEOPLE JUST FOCUS ON THEIR FLAWS.
HOW CRUEL CAN THIS WORLD BE?
I FEEL THAT I HAVE DROP AND FALL DAMN TERRIBLY TILL I FEEL LIKE DYING!
I NOW SEEM TO BE IN A WORLD OF MY OWN.
I DUN FEEL LIKE INTERACTING WITH ANYONE MUCH.
I JUST WANNA PROTECT MYSELF FROM ALL THOSE HURTFUL STUFF.
BUT HOW LONG CAN I ESCAPE FROM ALL THESE?
I WANNA GET RID OF ALL THOSE DARK SHADOW BUT HOW?
I CANT SEEM TO LET IT GO!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?
I REALLY FEEL DAMN LOST AND I HATE IT .
I DUN LIKE SUCH FEELING
IT SUCKS TO THE MAX AND HOW TO RECOVER FROM ALL THE PAIN AND INSULT?
HOW CAN I LET IT GO AND MOVE ON?
IT IS A NIGHTMARE THAT HAS BEEN HAUNTING ME AND IT IS A TERRIBLE FEELING.
I NOW FEEL DAMN STRESS WHENEVER I SEE PEOPLE TYPE STUPID OR WHATSOEVER.
IT MAKES ME THINK OF THAT PERSON AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN GO CRAZY SOON.
7:40 PM